I think there must be a certain number of people every year who, for various reasons, can't wait to get to the new year. This year I'm one of them. Not because the year has merely been 'blah', but because it's been downright awful. Bowel cancer (husband), intraspinal synovial cyst (me) and setting up a new venue (me). Sickness, worry and stress have consumed our lives since April 2 and yes, I'm just about done with all of it.
In 2013 it will continue on - 1 more chemo treatment for D followed by a scope at the end of January to see how things are healing and the stoma reversal sometime in Feb/Mar/Apr hopefully. I finish clinical Pilates next week as well then there'll be a session to evaluate my progress and take it from there I guess. The new venue is settling in, a couple of big points still to be resolved but (again) hopefully the days of working 6 days/70 hours a week are over.
That's a broad overview of what's going to happen but of course there's so much more to go along with it. There are some broad goals for the year, some fairly specific ones but mostly I need to 1. get back in control and 2. live in the moment. Point 1 will help lead to Point 2 I think. In what's probably a weird way to go about it, I'm next going to list what's WRONG with life in order to find ways and means of making it RIGHT.
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